Archive for August 3rd, 2008

Playing With Little Faith

When I woke up this morning, mj informed me that her head is aching so I let her have a break from school, told her to continue to sleep… faith was also awake right after she finished her milk.. I played with her for a moment while mj continued to sleep….After a while, she’s feeling sleepy already, so I put her back to the crib and said I can chat with honey without her squirming at my lap, however just like after 15 mins, the kids started to get noisy this is the time when mj was awake and already took her breakfast. She’s giggling with yanyan at the other room, that causes faith to be awake.. grrrr… I even didn’t finished cleaning the bottle of faith. so for punishment I requested mj to fixed the bed in our bedroom and look after faith since faith was just playing in her crib.

Now, at least I have a little time for chatting with honey and at the same time blogging oopss cleaning the feeding bottle too… haaaaaayy multitasking hehehe.

By the way, good morning everyone and happy blogging…

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My Lovestory

Though I did not win this contest, its always my pleasure to post my story in momgen4u site. Thank you very much for giving me a chance to share my love story.

Anyway, thank you to those who voted my share and to those who read also, thank you for spending your time… Just remember “Love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride”

To those who were not able to read, heres my share!

Each one of us has different story of how, what, where and when we found our true love, mine is complicated… Actually I already wrote my love story in the notepad at work, and all of my workmates read that one already, I wrote it because I wanted to share that even the hopes I had was just one strand in my hair however I never gave up of Finding One True Love. If I put all the details of my love story here we will need chapter 2 and 3 so to make it a little short this was what happen:

I already long for a family since then, for I don’t have parents at all since I was in my 1st grade. When I graduated in college with my own determination I fell in love with a wrong man that made me a single mom, however even it was hard for me to raise up a kid on my own, I continued my journey with my baby. Until I was introduced by a friend of a match making in the net, I joined, and met few men out there. And got hurt in the end. You know the feeling of how painful it is however you can’t show it for your baby felt it too? Yes MJ knows if I’m hurt or not, that’s why I kept my feeling inside. I cried so loud in silence.

I was discourage though because even how true you are, there were still people whose kindness of the face is a façade that when they turn their back on you, they have another plan, and that is of just making you a fool. Year of 2006 that was October, after how many years of praying in St. Jude Parish here in Davao, my prayers was heard. I was depressed and tired of trying to find someone who would accept me as what I am and what I’m not. I wrote this poem in the website I joined:

No matter how many times
that I rewind
The good and bad memories in my mind
Can’t seem to get used to, this “new” me
full of hurt; some regret, reality

Felt it was coming, just didnt know when
The way I feel can no longer pretend
for theres more to the story, than whats being told
the he said she said its getting old

Time for a change, Im tired of trying
Can only do so much, did too much crying
In the midst of my confusion,
This much I know
I still long to hear someone say
I dont want you to go

I didn’t know that there’s someone out there, a good soul who read my poem with all his heart, I caught his attention of what I wrote and he said to himself “this girl is sincere… at first we were just being casual, just say hi and hello, I thought he was just a passing by friend, a friend who would see u today and never see u tomorrow and the next day, At that time he came to my life, I was a bit confused, I have some reasons and I don’t want to be unfair. I asked Terry to wait for me if he can, and he said yes, he understand for I never lied to him. It was late October when I went again to St. Jude Parish and ask for guidance, just a little sign for me to know. I was surprised when I received a bunch of flowers in my bday, a bunch of red roses in the basket, and a card. It was from Terry, I was crying at that time and asked was he the one I’ve waited for so long? I had never received any flowers from anyone, I was like floating in the air. I was in heaven.

I said thank you the next day we chatted, while we were chatting I have a friend from Missouri whom sometimes I confided on, I told him about Terry. She said why don’t I give it a try. He seems so sincere. After I chatted with her and Terry. I went home, however there’s something in me, saying I need to do something in my life. A change.

I called Terry at 12 midnight though he was snoring he answered my call. Even though a little bit scared I asked: If Ill say yes will it be forever? And he answered “ My dream is to have a family and to share my life with the person I love and can be one with them and accept them in to my life and I promise that you will be my first treasure and that all promises made before GOD are irrevocable and I will not go from you. I belong to you. I cried and said Yes.. He replied immediately I love you and I replied back “ I love you, too.

I thought things will be now easy, He would book his flight as we agreed to and go and see me here, however we’ve been tested. Two days before he will come here. He was delivered to hospital for his right foot was swelling and its hard for him to even walk. The doctor advised him not to travel yet. So we post pone his flight from January to March, He was so excited to tell me even I saw him like he was sick, that on the day after tomorrow we will be seeing each other finally, but when he was already in the airport he was detected that he has a flu and he cannot get into the plane, he called me and said “I’m sorry, but I want to tell you, I won’t give up… So we post pone again the flight from March to April… now this was the worst, he forgot his ticket when he was there at the airport, he went back home to get the ticket, however when he got back to the airport, The plane was not there already… when he called me I felt like a pail of water was thrown on me. I was really upset. Really, really upset. You know what holds me? His promise… His promise of we will gonna make a family and we will love each other forever. Yes I didn’t let go, I love him… I don’t care of the cancelled flights, I don’t care of what my other friends were saying all I care was that this feelings and I know.. I can feel it that he loves me as much as I love him. 21st of May… As we agreed of his final flight, He called me in San Francisco and said “ I am on my way” the next day As I was sleeping yet in the pad of my workmate, I received a call from him saying… “I’m already here, in the airport…” I woke up my workmate and said I gotta go.. he’s here… Though I was late, when I came to the airport he gave me a warm smile and a tight hug… Finally we made it!

As promised he gave me our engagement ring on the day he arrived. Now, though we still have trials, we remain firm and strong for our fortress is our little faith who was just born last February 8 and our brave mj. By the way he accepted mj as his daughter.

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Thank you po!

To all who voted my baby in the search for the cutest baby in vhielscorner thank you so much! I believed all the babies are cute though, so for me all the babies are the winners. Theres no losers for they are all angels. Even they have different characteristics and beauties, still they are special gifts from GOD to all the mom’s. whatever dress they wore it maybe cheap or expensive, or what pose they have when we’re taking them pictures, it might be the not too good looking or the prettiest. still they possessed the cuteness.

My kids are my treasures, I’ll always be there to protect them. I will shield them my cares and love. As a mom, I can defeat even the strong winds or a heavy storms. For I am always the mom and forever will be to them.

Once again thank you very much for viewing my little faith and the votes you shared, It is really my honor as a mom. Lastly, thank you vhiel. Because of you my little faith was at least explored in the world of blogging and internet. as well as not only the cute baby however the very precious to mom. Congratulations too who won the contest, to hunks joshua and ethan take care always kiddo!

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Scrollbar

Gosh! I spent my few hours just to put the scrollbar in my blogspot. thank god! faith still taking her long nap this afternoon, maybe she knows I have to do something here. Its not easy though waaah lol! If I haven’t knew some of the codes to put the names inside of the scrollbar. I will never make it! Plus I need to sort out the site of my cherubs to copy and paste it to my scrollbar, anyway even this is hard and I got sweat all over (for I didn’t take a bath yet lol..) its too hot in here too, however I have to do my best to at least my little home will be look like a little nice. good luck to me, I think I will be spending my whole afternoon here. I hope my brother in law will not used yet the computer or I have to kick my butt away from the computer. I still have to post a thank you message to those who voted my little baby and my story .. give me time, after this I promised to post something here, hehehe. I just have to finished this one, please spare me hehehe. To Vhiel thank you so much for sharing us the codes of the scrollbar.. You are really the best…


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