Archive for September 8th, 2008

Sealed With A Kiss

I have had read many write ups from wives who have their husbands deployed to a certain places here in blogspot. I feel what they felt being away from their husbands, specially being deploy. Though my husband is away from me, I am not that scared or worried of him being miles apart for I know he is safe, I know where he is, and I can talk to him everyday.

Those write ups made me also think of what If my husband is still in the navy. Will I be ok? Can I still sleep thinking of where they had assigned him? Can I still face the next day without talking or chatting with him in the net?

My husband aside from my kids is my world. He is truly the one whom GOD has given me. The purest gift in my whole life. With him I can think and I can say things freely, I can be who I am. With Him I am protected and love. I didn’t know I am this lucky when he came into my life.

My life is complete even we have to struggle the times of being away from each other so we can be together someday. Waiting is hard but I believed in the end the waiting will be worth while. I miss him so much, I miss the laughs, the small talks, the holding hands in the mall, the hugs, and the kisses.

Your are my sunlight, the light of my life and the hope of my dreams

One of my favorite message sent from Terry in my phone Dated June 08, 2007

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Reminiscing The Pain

I have had chatted my friend in ym a while ago, we did not meet yet in person however I was so flattered that she was able to entrust me of her problems. When I view her cam I was so surprised of how she looks right now, she seems like she is losing her weight. I commented her that though and she said it was all because of her boyfriend.

A woman has an instinct. We know when a man is flirting with other girls. It is confusing specially to men but we just have that.

When she was telling me how hurt she is right now and how will she deal with the pains she is experiencing this time. It reminded me of my past, of how painful it was when you know that your boyfriend had someone else and that you can’t help but cry. You can’t even sleep at night and if you will. You surely be waking up at dawn crying. However, I have to move on even its hard. I have to think all the pains he had given me. Yes! I cried with all my heart but I believe it will be over in time and those hurting will be just stored in my memory. I was not the only one who suffered by this so called love. They were many of them and they have coped it. They did and I will. And so I was right. My prayer was answered Terry came into my life and joined me in my so called “Journey”

The same thought I tried to advise her. I know it is not easy to forget someone whom you had learned to love. But is’nt it much better if you let him go and let him realized the mistakes he have done to you and if he will go back then he truly belongs to you if he will not then maybe GOD has someone else preferred only for you.

But I know it is not easy for her to follow what I told her… For it will never be that easy to just let go the moments you and your boyfriend shared with.

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