Archive for February 15th, 2009

I Miss This Guy So Much

It’s been six months I haven’t been with Terry but for me it seems like we were not together for six years already. The Valentines Day just passed by without him; if he was here we might spend it with a nice dinner in a fine restaurant or sharing laughter’s with kids in a nice movie.

I sometimes felt the world is too unfair, we are already, almost in our three years but we are still not together, he still too miles apart from me and the kids. I miss him so badly even though we are always seeing and talking each other on the net but still it is not enough. I want my man beside me and his presence all day.

Mj kept on asking when he would come back even he just left six months ago, Faith sometimes trying to touch the other babies father’s in the clinic and she would smile them with all her might and when they would smile at her, she is acting like they are her father and that she wanted them to carry her. I miss Terry so much that sometimes I hid my tears in the corner and worried too much when he is not feeling well.

I hope this being apart would end up soon because apparently more than anything else, the most important thing is for us to be together and spend the time each day with our kids.

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