We are finally home sweet home, but I still could not think of what to write here. My mind is not working at all, it seems like it was freeze the moment we arrived last Sunday. Maybe it is because of the things that goes around my mind lately, it is just sad to know that the person that we expected more and that never in my mind he could do such a thing. I am not the person involved but it is so hard not to get involved with the issue because I am so attached with this group, I even treated it as my 2nd family and all a sudden, this thing happened. I cared for the group and I cared for the feelings of those persons involved especially when they are my friends. Sigh, those efforts just have been wasted because of a certain action coming from someone whom we trusted and whom we treated as our big brother.