Now, lets go back to my lazy afternoon. When I woke up at exactly 3:30 pm. A thought crossed over at the back of my mind that I am feeling useless. I got no work and it seems like the days were dragging, it is not that I am not enjoying of faith’s company co’z I really do but to the fact that I am not earning anything myself makes me feel down sometimes.
We were not like this, we used to work for long hours even we just received a penny after 15 days. But to know that you got a job, you got something to do and your accomplishing things at the end of the day. That alone can give you satisfaction of you being useful to your boss or anyone around. A fulfillment through out your day.
But I have choose this being lazy huh? lol of course not! Being a full time mom to my kids and to rest myself while waiting for our visa to process, the medical thing someday and the interview God! we were waiting for like a century now! I hope it will get done the soonest. I am praying hard for it!